April 7, 2005 Sleep Helps

It’s 8:55 A.M. I tried getting more sleep. I feel a lot better. I look around the room, seeing a bunch of people reading websites and books, wanting this boredom to end. My teacher’s lecturing us all, step by step, on how to model this face of an ogre character. Yes, I am skipping it, it’s boring I could die. Seriously, I think I feel pain, physical pain from this. ::shortage of breath, keels over:: Extol is playing over my headphones. Am I both trying to ignore everything outside my computer screen and hoping everything ignores me. Except I can’t help but noticing the guy right next to me, reading DatingTips.ws, lol. Oh god, how bad can someone be at dating that they would need the assistance of datingtips.ws, lol. Oh he just got rated a 4.9! whatever that means.

I went to Stephanie’s yesterday, midday. I arrived sometime between 6 and 7 I think. Well, she took me down her street. Wasn’t a theme park, but I am not complaining, it was quality time. We ate some subs and chicken wings—she loves the wings. I can still see her nibbling on them trying not to make a mess or get any on her face. Sucking the BBQ from her fingers, oh dats hot. ^_^ I read her blog, she said she talks too much. I don’t think that’s entirely true. I like talking to her, and I like listening to her. And no it’s not annoying, AT LEAST NOT YET! Just poking fun at you dorkmaster. I know you’re pretty much the only one to read this, and that’s why I don’t talk about my other lover, Stephen. He’s a big guy, could take you down, lickity split. I honestly like the time we have alone together, and it’s important to keep that time, but I also like hanging with other people, as long as though don’t feel like a 3rd wheel. I don’t know how I feel really, besides I like being with. No words? No problem. I wouldn’t mind reading or even sleeping with you. Heck! I wouldn’t mind cleaning or just staring at you to make you the most uncomfortable I could. That’s always fun, something your mom and I actually have in common, making you uncomfortable. When we lay together, I feel at peace with everything. So, I took your advice, went to sleep early, and now…I feel even worse! Sykes, I feel better than I did. I know I need more sleep, and I know it really plays a big part in my wellbeing. So I guess I should be sleeping earlier. I don’t know if that can actually happen, but I’m going to try. Craving some nicotine.
It's 6:31 P.M. My moms left for work and i'm sitting here--damnit ben has to call travis-- looking the screen and back outside. I just made some freakin chicken. And it's good, but im sure you all know that already... he he heeeee. I;m trying to figure out something to do, but i'm not have much luck. I think i'm in the mood for something outside, although i don't know where i'm going to go. I think it'll be good for me. Perhaps there's nothing to do. ehhhhh, i guess i'll ride around beavercreek and read some only because jer has maria over and that means i can't go over there without becoming a third wheel.
Well never mind i guess i'm not going to have stephanie over. she's bored, i'm pretty bored so shes coming over, and we'll lay down and sleep. ^_^ no probably not the whole time, a;though i would like it, lol. i can hear audrey now, "so you guys were laying down the whole time? why was the door locked? what were those noises coming from your room? were they you two?"
And me with my response, "well--yes--no--i can'--no sex--just want a little touchy touch--mustn't--couldn't--...nothing." I was just giving her a good massage, well to be honest i plan on doing that. We'll see what happens. Orion over and out...for now at least.