When Reconciliation is Unavoidable and Conforming isn't Reforming. (written again)

When getting your beliefs to be in agreement with truth is a necessity, and being in agreement doesn't correct the lies.

Straying from what we know as fact and the way to live in this life is like biting into a delightfully fresh fruit with no teeth. Awareness and contemplation are necessities to resolve the problems with society and to better our lives. When your mind has settled down from the daily adventure in society and focuses on the media or other trivial activities, you begin to cherish the time spent being content with life and despise the constant emotional dragging that losing yourself in society brings you. Time (or God?) only prolongs the suffering of one’s over-thinking on this subject as if you were some uncivilized and incomprehensible animal unworthy of attention or mercy. Is it only me that is affected? And is it only me that thinks all this justifiably trivial bullshit and society’s hold on our minds is degrading, demoralizing, and essentially digressing us from what really is held as truth above all? Or are the thoughts buried so deep under the skins and minds of us all that they're unconsciously ignored when they surface and are noticed and felt by even the best of the self controllable individuals? Is hiding your feelings a trigger to protect your mental health? It certainly is a factor. When you’re alone and left dwelling in your memories, it brings the most horrible and rank ideas to your mind; and these ideas create a spiral, leading you down. They leave you with no wishes to be a part of society and their ideas because it uses you as a tool to promote its stupid, false causes. I certainly don’t want to be a living representation and billboard of these unreasonable and misleading beliefs and lifestyles that are shown for us to live and mask what is true. There’s nothing for you to do besides sit because there’s no way to change what everything has become. Becoming a pillar of establishment for society and their belief's causes gets you almost nothing besides distraction and regret for what you’ve done once you are alone and truth sinks in. The sitting and waiting is hesitation to advance or a distraction society's future, and is seen as a bad choice and a waste in society’s stalking eyes. Hesitation and contemplation are to be nurtured, not ignored, and respected, not misinterpreted, only because it is the our absolute right. No matter what, people shove “help” at you, and they ask you questions that are not supposed to be answered hoping to lower the population effected by revolutionary thoughts, as if it was a disease to be tolerated but regularly hated. If you really think about the problems and solutions of the matter, contemplation is a must for the basis to heal this problem; fixing the flaws of this cage we’ve built around us is the real reformation of our culture that brings so much harm and toil to so many more than it does not. No respected or influential person looks at a beggar as a learned man with respect, instead, looking at them as flawed, a burden, or an embarrassing mistake of the system. Although there’s evidence by some great thinkers for society’s view of the beggar and for it’s truth, it is only because of society’s misdirection that the beggar is portrayed as slothful and not a revolutionary. Our generation, born into all this madness, has been tricked by the politicians and their supporters out of our health (with the promotion of all these unhealthy foods and mindsets), life (with all the mindless violence and wars they support), and wellbeing (with what their lifestyle really brings us) by forcing their past mistakes of choices on us. You are then asked to help them by prolonging the madness, keeping your mouth shut to their faults, tolerating the catastrophes, continuing the ways and education they give us, and consuming their products the profer for our use. It is becoming such a waste to even think about the problems and complain, but it is such a mistake to never think of all this ever.