Bonfire in K-town, Life is a Bonfire.

I've been pretty bored today so far, amazingly from the lack of stuff to do--or is there? I think so anyways. I've been reading this book, The Da Vinci Code, and wondering what's going to happen next with every page turned. It's flippin good, learning information on all this cool stuff and following a suspenseful story. I might go to a bonfire in K-town tonight, but i don't know if Audrey wants to. I should just to get out, even though i know that to see George and Max will make me question myself and dignity over the band thing. they're going to start playin shows and stuff, and i don't know what to think, whether to support or subvert, discuss or disguise. Whatever it is i do, it is a folly or loss and will remain that way, regardless of further discussion. Shity shit. I'm rather bored right now but thankfully not hurting from the extra 2 hours of summer gym today, which went smoothly slow.
My dad is on his business trip to Washington D.C. and i hope that everything works well for him with his meeting and appearance to his superiors. But i'd like to be there in his hotel drinking some rum as i normally would, following him on his business trips. I'd like to see another hooker in some alley on the way to dinner at a time way past any normal person's dinner hours. I'd like to wake up to some freaking awesome breakfast with as many refills as i can handle, eating and talking with my dad over coffee until we have to leave for home. I miss seeing the bums under park benches and in makeshift tents in public parks, wondering why they don't seek shelter in the homeless shelter--i guess it's too dangerous for some people with commonsense. No point in over-dreaming something that's not happening anytime soon.
On the topic of friendship, I've been thinking about the same thing, Stephanie. Where have all the good men gone? FRIENDS, FRIENDS! -corrects himself- Anyways, i guess there aren't any real good friend for anyone anymore. I think that people aren't as courteous as they could be and not as social as they could be--this obviously applying to me as well. Maybe we've been neglecting our friends too much, but there is just reasoning--i think, for me at least--in our actions, even though it jsut slips my mind, half the time, to call people when i said i would. I've been feeling unaccepting of my friend's behaviors, not entirely, and that leads to me making an effort to avoid them--not speaking of david. It's all this shit i need to work through with them, but with how audrey was treated and the ramifications of her talks with Lisa make me want to avoid the talk facet as well. I hate prolonging the situation too. There's no right answer, or at least it isn't black or white.