April 10, 2005 Last night was...(lets keep it at that)

well, maybe not, Last night was great. *_* I got to wake up next to the lady i love 3 times. Regardless of how tired i was and how much i wanted that sleep, it was nice to see her face expressionless and her body motionless because I get to stare without feeling too uncomfortable. Oh so I dreamt about Steph, both last night and a night a few days ago. I dream simple dreams when I'm sleeping next to her. During the week i dreamt that i had woken up and she was thirsty, so i was going to get her something to drink, next thing i know i'm awake about to get up and hand her the pink lemonade she was working on earlier; but instead realize it was a dream and try to fall back asleep. Last night, i dreamt I was awake next to her sleeping and all i could do was breathe, no movement. So it was me trying to figure out a way to move. Then, i woke up and just stared at Steph for a few minutes and tried to fall back asleep. I don't really know if those dreams are really simple or if better to say they're realistic, because they weren't simple when i was experiencing them. The dream itself seemed a lot longer than what it sounds like. It seemed like they lasted hours, but you never can tell with a dream anyways.
My mom wants to go to florida this summer. So she asked me if i can find out when i start summer gym, and i told her i could try, even though i don't go to beavercreek high school, so i wouldn't be able to ask anyone that would know about it. Anyways, i told her what i remembered from this business show i was watching one night with my aunt. This old man was saying if we could lower america's gas consumption by 20% then we could lower gas prices by a dollar easy next year. He told the viewers some ways to go about lowering gas pricing, and to the quote i repeated to my mom, "Before you go on your vacation this year, remember how bad the last one was." Which i really beleive is true, because its not the actual leaving of the house that makes it so good and ultimately a vacation. It's the escaping of the common everyday responsibilties we have that makes it a really vacation, and that's not hard to come by. All you would have to do is let your house look bad for a few days, don't clean for a few days, don't eat in for a few days, read when and what you want to read, take work off, and spend time with people you love and/or like. It's not hard, vacations as us americans see it is a good example of how american culture can blind the eyes and sublimate the true meaning of things. Anyhow, as i was saying my mom was asking me about whether i would like to go or not. I told her i didn't know and that last time we didn't really have all that much fun. Her response stupid as always was, "Well if you not going to have fun don't come, because i'm going to have fun...go lay on the beach and...have fun." My mom has had the media pull the wool over her eyes too many times, and now she can't even get a glimpse of the truth...how sad.
I woke up at 10:30, 12, 1, and finally 2 p.m. for good to a phone call from steph, my queen. I like waking up to her phone calls, brings my days start to another place. A place where I'm not at home about to be confronted with my mom and her un predictable behavior or my aunt's, which is even worse. I get to zone out of my house and in to steph's. There's almost nothing better than that; you don't even have to move...how can it get any better?
Anyways i have summer gym as i said earlier, and i don't really want to go to it, but there's not my of an option on my part since i don't have my gym credit. I have to graduate on time or i'll murder some people. i have to go for 6 weeks, and i'm pretty sure its smack dab in the middle of summer break, which kinda sux; but i'm sure i'll have a car close to then or before, so i'll be able to do things i wanna do afterward(heck prior to even, it's summer!)
I guess i'm done writing for now. You should listen to that song by beck, "Sunday Sun" off their Sea Change album, wonderful song.
I'm off to read some other's blogs.