emphemeral summer cheers and smiles

Blast off in five four three two one.
I must get some applications to some businesses for my summer job, as this is for my time spent doing the trite activites of my everyday routine; cigarette, read, cigarette, game, cigarette, work? Who knows what's in store for me this summer, besides the commonplace hanging arounf the house tedium. Kylee, my older sister, is going to run me up to some local businesses here soon, so i don't have much time to write, not that I have anything better to be doing besides this anyhow. I'm listening to Team Sleep, deftones side project, and i must say that their ambient sound soothes my mood and leaves me with a taste of sweet contentment.
I'm heading to my dad's en masse for some summer moving, or whatever you'd like to call it. I don't have much else I can do; we'll grill out while we mow the freaking 51 acres and position the 2 tons of furniture in the house. That furniture has been waiting in the garage for about a month, nearly long enough to say that's never coming in, but i guess moving is a slow process, at least for my procrastinating dad and his busy work schedule. This won't stop me from getting my license, hopefully running up there today to schedule my drives, while the gettings still around. Until this is over with, I'm continuing to feign a happy-go-lucky composure.

Quitting smoking is just as hard as I imagined! Waking up and going without a cigarette for three hours is luck slowly driving a nail through your hand while trying to read; there's nearly nothing you can do to get it off your mind besides these emphemeral distractions. Apprise me with some tips if you are willing...(viewers? no no... I might as well comment to myself some tips to avail this squalidly habitual, disease called addiction.)