April 20, 2005 awake now

I'm not going to school, scratch that, didn't go to school. My mom woke me up and i struggled for an idea but reacted with "I HAVE migraine."
I wrote a letter to Steph, and she's already gotten it. ::snaps:: It wasn't long at all. I was thinking about her, and i wanted to put it down, but now i just feel cliche. Oh well. So i'm at home sitting upstairs with my mom and kylee, and they're going on and on about school classes and home improvement. The conversation is almost always one sided. My moms eyes are pointed straight at the TV. "nice give away mom." I wanted to read up on something. Right now i don't care; i'm just bored, and i'm not giving into television. Television = bad.
Last night, I went to Stephanie's. Michelle took me and brought me back. michelle was kinda drunk, but so was i, kinda...Ok i was flippin wasted. Still, I wanted to see her. It's wanting herion or something, I need it in my veins! NEED STEPH IN MA VEINS! Anyways Kylee is bringing trouble my way. "why aren't you going to school?" "you're going to get introuble, aren't you?"
She does that, Oh well, i feel passive today. I'm in my state of zen. ^_^ I guess i have to get off so klyee can write her paper.
:::looks down::: "there's nothing to do", "damnit."
I've done some stuff now. I've read some and finally i went to kroger where i was able to get lots of good eats to indulge in later. mmmm good eats to indulge in later, indulging. Can you tell i'm hungry? If my stomach could talk it would be telling me to go screw myself. See, i drank last night, and didn't pee for like 7 hours, and i didn't drink enough water thats for sure. I was like a overheating car, minus the steaming. I was too dehydrated to sweat. But i went to steph's and was still pretty messed up, next thing i know, it's flippin 5 in the morning and i have to leave. So, i wake stephanie up, thinking " damnit i slept the whole night away", and rolled over. I was wide awake at that point, not to mention woosy as hell. I could've thrown up all over her. That'd been funny, and something i would remember for a long time. Kind of like me pushing her off the bed. They would've had intoxication in common. I haven't been drunk drunk, not that drunk, in a long time. Anyways, audrey ravenous for some pork chops and green beans. Wait no, she doesn't eat pork chops. I have to get started i think.